So I'm 9 weeks out from my first bodybuilding show. I hope you guys don't mind me posting these.

Typically I'm not a fan of doing this, but I have to learn to be.
Ok so one year ago. Yikes...
This was 220lbs. Literally a year ago too. This is what I looked like as a personal trainer. I'm not a ashamed to say I am ashamed of how I look. I'm seriously. Fucking fat asshole slob. lol

front side.


Today, well the front pic is from last week, but close enough. LOL
197 today. hahaha. This is at 8% body fat.
Back. Look at the difference. INSANE.

Bed head and my junks kind of showing. Sue me. LOL. You can see lines though!!!

Practicing a back lat spread pose. I can never see this one in the mirror, so I asked my wife to take a picture. Normally I can wing out more, but I was tired.

So for reference here's some info.
This was hard as hell to do, but I'm a very, very dedicated person and have MAJOR OCD.
It took a full year to achieve where I am today.
I do NOT cheat on eating.
I do not smoke or drink.
I do 8-15 minutes of HIIT cardio 4 times a week and that's it. Fuck cardio.
I actually thought I was in good shape in the first picture. Sigh.
My self esteem and general health has improved so much, I almost can't believe.
My wife finds me more attractive now. She won't say that, but I assume it's true. LOL
OH! So actual stuff.
Starting out I was almost out of a size 34 pants. My t-shirt size was bordering on extra large and I just was not feeling that great.
Now I'm in a size 29-30 pant. I can fit in a small but it looks like it's painted on. For the most part I still have to wear an XL for comfort of my shoulders. And I feel fucking amazing!
Hope this isn't weird or creepy. I'm extremely insecure, but I love you guys.
OH! And the large scar on my stomach is from skin removal surgery I had when I was 27. I was pushing 250 at that time and dropped down to 175 after going to a personal trainer for 9 months. There's was skin loose as far as the eye can see. hahaha