Super stressed out and just want to check out mentally. It's times like that that I think of drinking. I won't drink but the urge is there. I fucking hate this shit. I want to make it end by crushing someones fucking skull in. I hate liars, and thieves. I hate them. I wish I could say more, but I can't. It's eating me up inside.
"I do not have the ability to think rationally 90% of the time and I also change my mind at the drop of a hat".
I slipped and drank over the holidays. I don't go buck wild or anything when I get drunk, rather just depressed and extra mean to myself.
Anyway, just wanna reinforce from my recent personal experience that it's not worth it. Things are fine with me now and I'm back on the wagon, but if I could rewind and skip the whole experience, I definitely would. Hope you feel better, bud.
neonblack wrote:They say tone is in the hooks
D.o.S. wrote:I'm pretty sure moderation leads to Mustang Sally.
coldbrightsunlight wrote:Yes I am a soppy pop person at heart I think with noises round the edge
popvulture wrote:I slipped and drank over the holidays. I don't go buck wild or anything when I get drunk, rather just depressed and extra mean to myself.
Anyway, just wanna reinforce from my recent personal experience that it's not worth it. Things are fine with me now and I'm back on the wagon, but if I could rewind and skip the whole experience, I definitely would. Hope you feel better, bud.
I appreciate it man! If I didn't have lawyers involved, this would be much easier...sigh.
"I do not have the ability to think rationally 90% of the time and I also change my mind at the drop of a hat".
I swear to Ra, if I fall on the fucking ice one more time this winter, I'm moving to the desert to become a reclusive lizard herder. Fell again tonight, hit my head, fucked up my left arm, and further fucked up my bruised ribs from earlier falls a couple weeks ago. Fuck you, winter.
Also frustrated with work and life and other shit. Bah, fuck, etc.
in Virginia you have to submit a medical report if you have certain conditions or--in my case--take certain medications that allegedly cause drowsiness. so i prepared my report, which required visiting my doctor, my psychiatrist, and an optometrist, and mailed it off as per usual on 12/15. They say they still haven't received it, which means that they haven't plowed through the backlog of mail from people reporting by the end of the year. apparently i should have sent it Certified Mail, even though they don't tell you that when you get the forms. so they're telling me that i should re-submit the thing via fax by 2/15. which means that i have to go through getting the three practitioners to fill out the whole thing again. did i mention that if i don't submit this thing in a timely fashion that i get my drivers' license suspended?
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet
Nah man, as a low-level bureaucrat it's bureaucracy that sucks. No one likes this shit, but changing it is as complicated as navigating it from the outside. Still indefensible, but it's so durable because it is impervious to logic.
Sorry to hear it in any case.
The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents.
Its humid as fuck, the sun is murder and there is more booty being packed into tiny shorts than previous summer records have ever logged.
Fuck everything.
WWPD?
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Invisible Man wrote:
I'm probably the most humble person I know. I feel good about smelling my own butthole.
Jesus Was a Robot wrote:Did you just assume Billy Corgan's dildo preference??
finally got a buyer for my ampeg b-100r so i decided i should make sure the input jack stop cutting out. opened the amp up, resoldered and tightened the jack. works perfectly again. so, now i don't wanna sell but i need the money.
D.o.S. wrote:Why do people eat steak that shit is gross
behndy wrote:
lol. she thinks Brazil is wayyyy too unsafe. but i got PLANS.
MechaGodzilla wrote:man, fuck those big neutrik plugs
Why is it that when you're single, you don't have any interest in the people who strike up conversations with you, and meanwhile the people you do try to talk to seem to think you've got a pit in your basement?
neonblack wrote:They say tone is in the hooks
D.o.S. wrote:I'm pretty sure moderation leads to Mustang Sally.
coldbrightsunlight wrote:Yes I am a soppy pop person at heart I think with noises round the edge