Disarm D'arcy wrote:Anxiety and depression are very common amongst ILFers. You're not alone and what you're saying hits home for many members, if that's any help/consolation.
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Thank you. I think that commonality is what allowed me to express that in the first place.
I'm not handling my current situation very well on an emotional and mental health level. And because of that I keep lashing out at those around me. I have no idea what to do. It's turning me into something awful and I don't know how to stop it.....
Just got home from a sober-ass-boardgame-and-cards-playing-night-out with the ex. Was awesome but also so very shitty. Gonna get high on codeine and weed now. Kbye.
Until a year or two ago, you could get promethazine tablets otc here in DK, along with glasses of 100 pills containing aspirin+codeine. I used to do coldwater extraction of the codeine and mix it with the promethazine and binge on that shit which was essentially sizzuuurrrp. Now I can only get codeine. Probably not such a bad thing tho.
oh right that purple shit...damn was never into downers but would watch the ritual and tried a few times....shit turns you to stone. purple drank yo...get sum 7 up and a 7-11 cup with ice hahaha