Achtane wrote:fishtankdork wrote:Achtane wrote:Yeah, that could certainly be the case. I haven't ruled out his possessive girlfriend.
It's not that hard to answer a text, though. Even if its "yo let's not hang out anymore".
i dont know your friend, but when i dont return my closet friends calls its because im feeling depressed. people are weird though, including me. it sucks missing your best friend.
Nah, I get that too. I was thinking that maybe he was dodging the initial call and then it kind of snowballed from there and became more intimidating, and now it's difficult to know how to respond after so long. I don't know. I've certainly felt that way with debt collectors, for example

But I also feel like...fuck! Why should I be the one to try again? However, even if it's an unfavorable result I'd still rather have closure of some sort.
I'll just randomly show up in person sometime. I think.
I'd bet on girlfriend or depression coupled with the non-response thing. I know I've put off friends in the past for both these reasons, and I always feel like shit because I do. So it just makes it worse. I'd keep trying though, and dropping by unannounced would definitely get you the low-down on what's goin' on.
Also, I kinda think I worry too much about people. It's almost to the point where I almost can't deal with interacting with people or strangers anymore because I'm worried I'll offend them or look like a fool or whatever. Also, finals next week could make or break me. Literally.
And I'm homesick for Utah

I guess more accurately I miss the people I love. It hasn't hit me this hard the whole time I've been here. Every now and again I'd sorta choke up but I've always been able to push past it, this time though it's been lingering for days...