The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

RR Bigman · Post by **RR Bigman** » Tue Dec 24, 2013 1:38 pm

ugh....it's that time of year where I have to pretend I'm happy to see my relatives that I only see on xmas eve. Could drive a man to drink :grumpy:

Achtane · Post by **Achtane** » Tue Dec 24, 2013 1:41 pm

RR Bigman wrote:ugh....it's that time of year where I have to pretend I'm happy to see my relatives that I only see on xmas eve.

RR Bigman wrote:drink

RR Bigman wrote: I'm happy to see my relatives

Problem solved.

spacelordmother · Post by **spacelordmother** » Tue Dec 24, 2013 2:08 pm

Achtane wrote:
RR Bigman wrote:ugh....it's that time of year where I have to pretend I'm happy to see my relatives that I only see on xmas eve.

RR Bigman wrote:drink

RR Bigman wrote:drink

RR Bigman wrote:drink

RR Bigman wrote:Can't pretend anymore and so it becomes the last year you have to

Problem solved.

BitchPudding · Post by **BitchPudding** » Fri Dec 27, 2013 4:37 am

My sister has officially made the transition from pissy bitch to lazy bitch. What a cuntnugget.

gunslinger_burrito · Post by **gunslinger_burrito** » Fri Dec 27, 2013 8:01 pm

I am getting pretty fed up with the world reinforcing my apathy and distaste....... It's all stuff that I know and accept as truth or fact, more or less, but I'd like to feel more positive a little more often. Unfortunately, it seems that some findings in neuroscience are discovering that this is a chicken-or-the-egg problem. Sigh. MORE APATHY. Fuck. Plus I've been feeling like I'm interested in art and music for the wrong reasons these days. I used to genuinely enjoy them just because I had fun doing them. Now it feels like, "ok, these are the things I can do, that I feel like I'm pretty alright at. How can I make money with them so I don't have to work retail all the damn time?!?!?" It makes me feel like a sell-out even though I have nothing to sell out. Not to mention I the fact that I feel like I'm not genuinely enjoying these things anymore..... I could rant and rant, but I'll cut it short.

John · Post by **John** » Fri Dec 27, 2013 9:28 pm

I feel like I'm running out of time to do the music that I feel is my creative legacy, and I'm always being stumped and speed-bumped by the people I want to do this music with (don't worry ryan summit, I'm not talking about you). People's dysfunctions, destroying their dreams and taking mine with them. My only hope is to have all materials at my disposal, so if I want to record my magnum opus I can just do it all my damn self. But I don't have the space to do that right now and may not for a while.

Tonight some guys I have been in bands with are playing a show that I can not bring myself to attend, out of bitterness and frustration. They basically have the band that I tried to turn our old band into, but it took them years of poor communication, passive-aggressiveness, and underachievement, to create. If they had just followed my suggestions they'd be where they are now, 6 years ago. I had to quit the band and then lead by example for them to figure it all out, and now they finally "get it" and I don't get to benefit from it. Sucks.

gunslinger_burrito · Post by **gunslinger_burrito** » Sat Dec 28, 2013 2:36 am

. . . I also can't bring myself to delete any of the photos of my ex that are still on my phone, and I don't know if I should un-follow her instagram and all that shit. We didn't split as enemies or anything, but it sucks to see pictures of her having fun and such....

fishtankdork · Post by **fishtankdork** » Sat Dec 28, 2013 2:51 am

gunslinger_burrito wrote:. . . I also can't bring myself to delete any of the photos of my ex that are still on my phone, and I don't know if I should un-follow her instagram and all that shit. We didn't split as enemies or anything, but it sucks to see pictures of her having fun and such....

im really good friends with every ex besides my current ex. in order for me to fully get over them and move onto the not-jealous/not-interested ex who is cool and friendly i needed to unfriend them all at first via all social media. its unhealthy to see the person you miss moving on if your having a hard time yourself. and half the time people post fake happy shit on the social media websites to be all "look at me im unaffected" when in truth and on the inside they arent. if she asks why, the simple explanation is im trying to move on without resentment, ill add you as a friend later when i dont have as many feelings tied up into this. and the phone thing blows. i have no suggestions for that. its hard for me to delete certain photos aswell because they pertain to memories.

John · Post by **John** » Sat Dec 28, 2013 2:59 am

save the nudes

gunslinger_burrito · Post by **gunslinger_burrito** » Sat Dec 28, 2013 3:07 am

I'm pretty sure if I had any nudes they would be the first to get deleted, for multiple reasons.

That being said, thanks, its probably for the best to sever all my ties for now. I just need a decent non-bar hangout to meet some new folks (read, "girls")

tuffteef · Post by **tuffteef** » Sat Dec 28, 2013 3:12 am

the library

BitchPudding · Post by **BitchPudding** » Sat Dec 28, 2013 8:43 am

Fuck the air lines, fuck this trip, fuck peoples shitty attitudes, fuck shitty in flight movie video quality, fuck all inconveniently closed restaurants, and fuck sleep.

Also im in Huston at the airport so heyyyyy ilf Huston members.

01010111 · Post by **01010111** » Sun Dec 29, 2013 3:49 am

fishtankdork wrote:
gunslinger_burrito wrote:. . . I also can't bring myself to delete any of the photos of my ex that are still on my phone, and I don't know if I should un-follow her instagram and all that shit. We didn't split as enemies or anything, but it sucks to see pictures of her having fun and such....

im really good friends with every ex besides my current ex. in order for me to fully get over them and move onto the not-jealous/not-interested ex who is cool and friendly i needed to unfriend them all at first via all social media. its unhealthy to see the person you miss moving on if your having a hard time yourself. and half the time people post fake happy shit on the social media websites to be all "look at me im unaffected" when in truth and on the inside they arent. if she asks why, the simple explanation is im trying to move on without resentment, ill add you as a friend later when i dont have as many feelings tied up into this. and the phone thing blows. i have no suggestions for that. its hard for me to delete certain photos aswell because they pertain to memories.

I'd definitely find a way to block her on social media at least. I'm still pretty good friends with one of my ex's but I couldn't have anything to do with her for like six months, because I was too emotional about her.

And as for the photos, I wouldn't get rid of them, but I'd find a way to hide them for now: if you have a smart phone email them to yourself and hide them in some folder in your email, or find a way to print them off and hide those somewhere till you've moved on a bit. At that point you can go back and decide what's worth keeping and what's worth throwing out.

RR Bigman · Post by **RR Bigman** » Sun Dec 29, 2013 5:37 pm

Yay for annual winter blues. Just when I think I got my shit in order and I'm finally over shifty teenager feels, they come back for one more go around. I need to move somewhere where it's warm and sunny year round.

gunslinger_burrito · Post by **gunslinger_burrito** » Sun Dec 29, 2013 5:49 pm

RR Bigman wrote:Yay for annual winter blues. Just when I think I got my shit in order and I'm finally over shifty teenager feels, they come back for one more go around. I need to move somewhere where it's warm and sunny year round.

Get some vitamin D.

wfs1234 wrote:
I'd definitely find a way to block her on social media at least. I'm still pretty good friends with one of my ex's but I couldn't have anything to do with her for like six months, because I was too emotional about her.

And as for the photos, I wouldn't get rid of them, but I'd find a way to hide them for now: if you have a smart phone email them to yourself and hide them in some folder in your email, or find a way to print them off and hide those somewhere till you've moved on a bit. At that point you can go back and decide what's worth keeping and what's worth throwing out.

I think I'm going to hide them in an email account.
Next step to moving on is to find a new group of people to hang with in my relatively new home city.

EDIT: I just went to unfollow her on instagram only to see a post by her that makes it seem like she's seeing the other guy that she told me she wouldn't see when we broke up. Why can't they just tell the fucking truth when you ask?!?! :mad:

Now I have to find a way to calm down.

I WANT TO BE OVER THIS.

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