feeling sick, exhausted and miserable. i'm afraid the late night i had Friday, when i went to help a friend load in/out for his jazz gig, totally threw me off. i've been going to sleep at like 8:30 because of my depression, and i feel absolutely awful. i'm dying for today to be over so i can lay down. and it's one of the first really nice days of the spring, too.
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FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet
stuck in a weird situation with my job...they're trying to keep me available for piecemeal SQL training, and as a result have me doing more or less nothing. this is driving me crazy, constantly looking over my shoulder and bored as all hell. i just want to go home and sleep. all i ever want to do any more is sleep. sleep is the next best thing to not being here...the drawback is that you have to wake up.
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet
How many hours a week do you work dub kitty? Maybe find a second bullshit job just to get out of the house? Sometimes when I get sick of life ill get a bullshit job. Gets me out, forces me to meet new people, and gives me extra cash for gear! Fuck even a job at McDonald's would get you out, and force you into new situations, plus if you get sick of it and leave , you might enjoy your personal time more. For whatever reason I like getting a shitty job when times are down. Makes me appreciate my time more.
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Having a hard time finding a drummer. I could also use a better bassist, but that's kind of a negligible point this early on. I'm a huge pusher of melodically complex basslines (stuff that actually emphasizes the chord structure and/or contains a counterpoint melody that doesn't detract from the feel, instead of just the root note) but he's a pretty new bassist, so I won't be able to write fun stuff until he gets better or replaced.
But he's a definite, and a friend, so I can deal with that for the early stages of getting shit together.
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fishtankdork wrote:How many hours a week do you work dub kitty? Maybe find a second bullshit job just to get out of the house? Sometimes when I get sick of life ill get a bullshit job. Gets me out, forces me to meet new people, and gives me extra cash for gear! Fuck even a job at McDonald's would get you out, and force you into new situations, plus if you get sick of it and leave , you might enjoy your personal time more. For whatever reason I like getting a shitty job when times are down. Makes me appreciate my time more.
40 hour work week. i'm so tired by Friday night that i sleep all weekend. well, tired and full of major depressive disorder.
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
FIFTY YEARS OF SCARING THE CHILDREN 1970-2020--and i'm not done yet