The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread...

[chuckjaywalk]

I am tired of sleeping alone.

I am tired of being stalked.

I just want to watch bad movies with a nice girl and fall asleep next to her.

[gunslinger_burrito]

I just want to watch bad movies with a nice girl and fall asleep next to her.

Man I have a girlfriend and I want the same thing. Tired of of never seeing her

What the hell is this about stalking though?!?!?

[chuckjaywalk]

I just want to watch bad movies with a nice girl and fall asleep next to her.

Man I have a girlfriend and I want the same thing. Tired of of never seeing her

What the hell is this about stalking though?!?!?

So, I saw a girl for 6 weeks, from about Thanksgiving until after New Year's. We met on OK Cupid and we spent a lot of time together during that time. It was torrid and romantic and we were pretty serious. After I returned from my Christmas vacation with family, she and I spent 3 days together. The next day, we broke up via text message. Fine. She wants to stay friends. Fine. Three weeks ago, she tells me we need to stop being friends. Okay, cool. I talk about it on Reddit. She throws a fit. So, I get nasty messages from her multiple Facebook accounts, which I block. She checks my OKC and I tell her not to. She creates a new account and checks my OKC with that. I block it. Yesterday, she checked it with her original account. I blocked it, too.

TL;DR A girl who broke up with me now checks all of my online accounts for reasons to be mad at me, so I keep having to block her. If a girl tells you her last ex almost took out a restraining order, keep that in mind when you break up.

[Twangasaurus]

That's ridiculous, only ILF people can stalk ILF people for the purposes of riding the bonercycle. It's in the rules!

[chuckjaywalk]

That's ridiculous, only ILF people can stalk ILF people for the purposes of riding the bonercycle. It's in the rules!

What bothers me is that every step of the way, I have respected her wishes. The day we broke up, I unfriended her on Facebook. I don't check any of her stuff. I put her out of my mind. She thinks it is okay for her to keep tabs on me, but I think it is inappropriate. I am very glad she lives 3 hours away, to be honest.

[KaosCill8r]

That's fucked up dude. Don't forget to check the closet and under your bed before you crash.

[chuckjaywalk]

That's fucked up dude. Don't forget to check the closet and under your bed before you crash.

I am unconcerned. She's just spoiled and used to being the center of attention. Some part of her wants my attention even though she broke up with me. She wants me to lament and gnash my teeth, but fuck, I was over it before we broke up. It was fun and I liked her, but it wasn't the big thing. I hope that I can finally bury this.

[gunslinger_burrito]

Well it at least sounds like you're handling it alright. Sounds like a big annoying pain in the ass though.


I made a sort of New Year's resolution to either get out of my job by the end of the year or to at least drop to part time so I could focus on starting some kind of career for myself. You know, something I actually want to do. The trouble is, all I want to do is make art, and make some kind of music. I hate hate hate hate hate doing business, and every time I sit down at my computer to figure out a game plan I feel completely lost and directionless. I was really set on learning to tattoo, pulling out all the stops, getting some equipment so I could at least practice on fruit or whatever, and learn about the machines, and then I got tendonitis in my dominant arm. So now I'm trying my best to work around it and teach myself better drawing habits to avoid the hand and arm pain that has plagued me for years. But it might mean that I can't approach tattooing in the near future, and maybe not at all, for all I know.

I know how to work on myself (exercise, making art and music) but I can't seem to figure out how to take that outside of my personal space to create a life I like for myself. I've also dated a few girls that really wanted me to succeed but I felt like I let them down because of whatever mental block I have. No one wants to be around someone who is often depressed about his job and lifestyle but can't seem to fix it.

I frustrate myself.

[kbit]

With all the shit that comes with music production and material and marketing and money and all this shit that I don't really care about... I get so bogged down in thinking about all of this crap instead of actually having fun and playing. I felt so ready to get all into music today but I'm waiting on a new DAW to download and listening to my raw recording over and over again thinking of maybe how to edit them and what kind of mastering to do... it loses it's magic. It just seems dumb now. Maybe I just need to stop rushing, stop trying to get everything perfect all at once, stop trying to produce a product, & just play.

I keep feeling like I'm not making enough progress, but I think the general concept of "progress" is fucking with me.

[ChetMagongalo]

focus on fun dude, fun is all that matters!

[UglyCasanova]

Headache of the year. Wanna gauge my eyes out, but instead I'm writing a paper on Rousseau.

[Disarm D'arcy]

Social contract much?

[UglyCasanova]

Haha, no, that would be too ironic. Confessions.

[chuckjaywalk]

I hate sleeping alone.

[bobman360]

Zonnic nicotine gum can suck my sheet metal cock.