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I,Galactus wrote:I am absolutely filled with self loathing and today's company golf outing hasn't even started.

I,Galactus wrote:I am absolutely filled with self loathing

I,Galactus wrote:today's company golf outing.

Quit. Golf sucks.

Shaved my butt.

In for a bad week.

I feel like there's no band I can really relate to musically

it is kind of good, but it's so lonely...

Rearranging the Studio/my room for the umpteenth time... I only have so many plugs and possible positions and after being here for 7 years I think I've gone through every possible configuration... FUCKIN STUDIO TETRIS!!!

I'm feeling really bummed on making music today, like I can't play because of lack of skill, lack of drive, wrist problems, etc. etc.
Playing just didn't do anything for me earlier.

Meh. This feeling often passes, but I hate when it happens.

kbithecrowing wrote:I'm feeling really bummed on making music today, like I can't play because of lack of skill, lack of drive, wrist problems, etc. etc.
Playing just didn't do anything for me earlier.

Meh. This feeling often passes, but I hate when it happens.

That shit is the worst. One time, my right hand hurt in all the places I needed it to NOT hurt in order to play guitar and draw/ink well. Needless to say, that was not a good day.At all.

On other notes, I'm bad at stuff, apparently. Decisions are my weakest point. They simply don't happen for me. And I went back on my "quitting drinking" shtick. so I'm up too late, feeling buzzed, tired, and apprehensive about waking up tomorrow and not having any energy, no time to play guitar or make art before work, AND I don't know if I should pursue this girl I've known for a long time....because we've only really hung out when drinking..... I probably won't fall asleep easily either, despite my list of whiny grievances....

Why can't I write a song that I don't hate within five minutes?

I spilled my coffee... my laptop seems to be ok but it got nailed... what a mess..

Been sitting in doors for 4 days because I got ridiculously sunburned. It's my fault... but still.....



Today is the first day I can properly move my arms. Bioshock it is.

the woman says she "thought i was ready for a relationship, but she's not." it's probably for the best. but i'm so tired...just once again before i die i wish a female human would hold me in some form other than a hug when leaving. i'm really tired of my life being written by Morrissey.

Hang in there, Dubs! If you have an unlucky streak, maybe try to make female friends of the ones you like, then take it from there. It sounds counterproductive, deliberately being in the friendzone, and maybe a little cynical to focus on the friendship instead of the intangible "love" stuff, but it's the way I prefer to do things, so maybe it'll work for you? Then again, I'm singles.

Also, I hate the word friendzone, it's the most misogynist meme ever.

Re:Morrissey
Your life is pretentious and unwittingly racist?

celibate, insecure, and pathologically witty

It's rather difficult to get any decent work done when no one will respond to my emails. My last email response was at noon. I've had 5 whole emails all day.

Just broke it off with my dude.

I feel fucking terrible.