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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Thu Jun 27, 2013 8:13 pm
by psychedelicrelic
my expensive fucking phone hopped outta my back pocket and landed on the concrete drive way thats angled at a 40 degree angle and it slid face down for about three feet. I had a spare screen protector but god damn. I had been so careful up to that point.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 12:44 am
by kbit
MaxMaps wrote:midway hump through 11 day work week.
Spilt days off next week.
Have not played forever
Tired, House is a mess, Yard is a disaster, and I have 60 bucks to last the next 10 days.
fuck.
Ugh, this sucks. Power through this week the n release all that strezz in a fury of fuzz
jfrey wrote:Sort of seeing my girlfriend again, but I don't really know what our status is, and I think that things are going to end when she leaves because she still doesn't want me to go with her.
I'm trying to keep things together, but if we split up and it's for good I don't think I'll be able to handle it.
I've always been able to handle things before, never been the kind of person that gets stressed or particularly sad by just about anything. But this is killing me. I wasn't able to eat for 5 days after our initial split. I've been having nearly constant anxiety attacks.
I have a way of deciding things that the decision is permanent. I hadn't ever decided before that one person was "the one". I did this time. I haven't ever been able to undecide anything that I have decided in this way. If things don't work, I'm going to be alone forever.
I also felt very similarily with my most recent ex and it was hell afterwards, it felt neverending. however things have improved a lot and I've learned more about myself in the process. I couldn't and can't imagine exactly what you're going through so I don't know how much you're hurting, but do all you can to make things better for yourself. It might not work some days, it might feel pointless, she might be all you think about, but you still have your life and the only place to go is forward.
You know ILF bros will be supportive if you need it. Don't hesitate to PM me if you feel like you wanna chat, or talk with whoever you find supportive
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 1:31 am
by dubkitty
kbithecrowing wrote:You know ILF bros will be supportive if you need it. Don't hesitate to PM me if you feel like you wanna chat, or talk with whoever you find supportive
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 4:03 am
by snipelfritz
There's not enough!
Enough what? I'm not sure. Maybe I could tell you if there was some more around here to...look at...or something.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 9:43 am
by skullservant
So last year my dad's apartment burned down, and he lost a lot of stuff out of it including some tapes of me as a kid when my parents were still together. My mom was able to find the recordings on VHS at her house and got it burned to DVD to give to him, I made the mistake of watching. My parents split up before I can even remember, but they were together for half of the video, and split up for the other half. It was hard to watch, I never ever remember them being together.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 11:07 am
by gunslinger_burrito
GAHHHH. I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF ANNOYING-ASS INTERNET MEMES.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 4:56 pm
by JamesHommersen
Fuck paypal and online banking, this shit is brutal. Never has selling a bass or anything for that matter been so annoying.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 7:56 pm
by dubkitty
I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO BE TOLD THAT WE CAN'T EVEN MAKE JOKING REFERENCES TO LINES FROM THE FUCKING THREAD
NOW GO AHEAD AND DELETE ME. I THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER THAN THIS
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 9:35 pm
by ryan summit
dubkitty wrote:
please don't take this as an attack...i know what that pain is like. i'm justtrying to say that life goes on, and so do you and i.
im gonna write this under your picture
which is on the wall
above my amp at the new space
every girl ive ever.been with
including my exwife
i was,in my head,commited forever
there was one girl who tried really hard
it was a time that i was real broken
but she was so persistant
and we ended up being together for a few years
even though i was hesitant at first
once im in, im all in
in my head this is for the rest of my life
i am always with "the one"
so when breakups happen its pretty devistating
i try not to show it
but that feeling comes bearing down
"im gonna be alone forever"
some people say some alone time is good
i havent figured that one out yet
but you will be ok dude
whatever that means
not sure how old you are jfrey
but my life has been the shittiest rollercoaster ever
try to get through the hard times
and make sure you appreciate the good times
and whether you like it or not
you will move on
keep your chin up bud
youll be out of this rut soon
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 9:51 pm
by dubkitty
ryan summit wrote:every girl ive ever.been with
including my exwife
i was,in my head,commited forever
yes. i've never been one to give up/let go. i keep hoping that at some point i'll get it right, or find someone that will stay.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 11:46 pm
by Mudfuzz
I hate it when people start acting just like people they put down for acting.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 12:06 am
by dubkitty
Mudfuzz wrote:I hate it when people start acting just like people they put down for acting.
i believe you meant to say "I hate it when people start acting just like the people they put down," full stop. the second "for acting" is redundant.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 12:08 am
by Mudfuzz
dubkitty wrote:Mudfuzz wrote:I hate it when people start acting just like people they put down for acting.
i believe you meant to say "I hate it when people start acting just like the people they put down," full stop. the second "for acting" is redundant.
don't GN me. I forgot the words "how" and "they" but
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Sat Jun 29, 2013 12:15 am
by Big Mon
