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thanks jwar
all that sucks and all
snapped me back into reality a bit
physically im 100% finally
and the a.c. is workin
what more do i need right now

sometimes i have to work to remember that as sad and lost as i feel sometimes, i've still never gone hungry in my life or been without a place to stay at least on a temporary basis. i've struggled a lot, but i've never gone through some of the awful things other folks have. and i try to remember to be thankful for that.

ive been having some like super wild/scary dreams of late like 5 in a row in one night kinda thing


it almost feels like my conscious is warning me about something around the corner or something

Can't decide whether or not to stop seeing this girl. If I wasn't moving next month I definitely would, but as it is... I don't know

ryan summit wrote:thanks jwar
all that sucks and all
snapped me back into reality a bit
physically im 100% finally
and the a.c. is workin
what more do i need right now

It snapped me back too dude. I thought I was having a shitty day, then found that out and was like "holy fuck". Life isn't that bad after all.

I've been feeling like I'm just off the last few days. Not really clicking with my lady, not sleeping well, and just feeling like shit. Hopefully a couple of days alone will help me feel normal again.
Just gonna keep my head down and build pedals so that I feel productive.

Might be this weather. Haven't had a day of full sun in a long time. Really bums me out when I can't even leave my apartment.

having about thousand feelings but i just can't talk about them

it's like there are no connections between the idea and the reality... like i'm missing words... like i'm trying to describe sounds and colours

wfs1234 wrote:Can't decide whether or not to stop seeing this girl. If I wasn't moving next month I definitely would, but as it is... I don't know

If you'd stop seeing her if you were staying, why wouldn't you stop seeing her now? You're leaving soon, get that baggage out of the way before the move, when you're going to have a million other things to do or think about.

kbithecrowing wrote:

wfs1234 wrote:Can't decide whether or not to stop seeing this girl. If I wasn't moving next month I definitely would, but as it is... I don't know

If you'd stop seeing her if you were staying, why wouldn't you stop seeing her now? You're leaving soon, get that baggage out of the way before the move, when you're going to have a million other things to do or think about.

You're right. It doesn't make sense to keep seeing her. I just feel bad for her and was kinda thinking I should let the move take care of the breakup, but that's cowardly and would probably make things far messier than they should be.

It just makes me feel weird and extremely self centered that after this long I feel for her the same as a random stranger. I hope things are going well for him or her, but I don't care enough to do anything. Guess I should go figure out what to say.

I just realized I owe like $3,600 in medical bills because of one stupid night.

EDIT: hopefully I can run some of this through my insurance, and get some of those knocked down a peg.

I don't know why this happens, but there's a certain kind of tree where I live & when it flowers the smells just like semen. It's a really strong scent, too. Ugh.

wfs1234 wrote:

kbithecrowing wrote:

wfs1234 wrote:Can't decide whether or not to stop seeing this girl. If I wasn't moving next month I definitely would, but as it is... I don't know

If you'd stop seeing her if you were staying, why wouldn't you stop seeing her now? You're leaving soon, get that baggage out of the way before the move, when you're going to have a million other things to do or think about.

You're right. It doesn't make sense to keep seeing her. I just feel bad for her and was kinda thinking I should let the move take care of the breakup, but that's cowardly and would probably make things far messier than they should be.

It just makes me feel weird and extremely self centered that after this long I feel for her the same as a random stranger. I hope things are going well for him or her, but I don't care enough to do anything. Guess I should go figure out what to say.

I'd agree about the move making it a messier end of things. & it may feel self centered, but you can't help the way you feel, shouldn't ignore your feelings for the sake of someone else in this kind of situation, may end up hurting them more. Just be honest, you're moving and it's not gonna work. Good luck dude

i forgot to wake up the gas party
what an asshole
viewtopic.php?f=149&t=35027&p=659231#p659231
glenouille got it goin at 4 somethin
gonna be weak week
had high hopes and i blew it
go put your hopes and dreams in there

honesty is always the best
even if its the fucking worst
good luck dude
someday,sooner or later,
she will respect you for bein a man
and not wanting to waste her time
ive been the time waster
cause i didnt wanna hurt someones feelings
they usually dont appreciate the sentiment
is that the right word there?

Thanks kbithecrowning as to your semen trees:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4p0uw42cdo[/youtube]

ryan summit wrote:i forgot to wake up the gas party
what an asshole
http://ilovefuzz.com/viewtopic.php?f=14 ... 31#p659231
glenouille got it goin at 4 somethin
gonna be weak week
had high hopes and i blew it
go put your hopes and dreams in there

Does not matter bro, I remembered this thread because it's a cool and funny idea and it's yours!
You do not have to be the MC or feel like it's your responsibility to look after this, it only creates a choke point/dependency on you. This forum is nearly 24/7 with peeps all over the world, let the first people to hit Sunday post first.
I posted in it in the evening (my time), but can defo get the ball rolling in the morning. This way, it's back up on page 1, when you log. And someone might post in there even before me, etc. Chill, there are more important things!

wfs1234 wrote:Thanks kbithecrowning as to your semen trees:
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4p0uw42cdo[/youtube]

Fucking Victorian period, NOTHING GOOD CAME OF IT
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