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Achtane wrote:Yeah, that could certainly be the case. I haven't ruled out his possessive girlfriend.
It's not that hard to answer a text, though. Even if its "yo let's not hang out anymore".

i dont know your friend, but when i dont return my closet friends calls its because im feeling depressed. people are weird though, including me. it sucks missing your best friend.

fishtankdork wrote:

Achtane wrote:Yeah, that could certainly be the case. I haven't ruled out his possessive girlfriend.
It's not that hard to answer a text, though. Even if its "yo let's not hang out anymore".

i dont know your friend, but when i dont return my closet friends calls its because im feeling depressed. people are weird though, including me. it sucks missing your best friend.

Nah, I get that too. I was thinking that maybe he was dodging the initial call and then it kind of snowballed from there and became more intimidating, and now it's difficult to know how to respond after so long. I don't know. I've certainly felt that way with debt collectors, for example
But I also feel like...fuck! Why should I be the one to try again? However, even if it's an unfavorable result I'd still rather have closure of some sort.
I'll just randomly show up in person sometime. I think.

Achtane wrote:

fishtankdork wrote:

Achtane wrote:Yeah, that could certainly be the case. I haven't ruled out his possessive girlfriend.
It's not that hard to answer a text, though. Even if its "yo let's not hang out anymore".

i dont know your friend, but when i dont return my closet friends calls its because im feeling depressed. people are weird though, including me. it sucks missing your best friend.

Nah, I get that too. I was thinking that maybe he was dodging the initial call and then it kind of snowballed from there and became more intimidating, and now it's difficult to know how to respond after so long. I don't know. I've certainly felt that way with debt collectors, for example
But I also feel like...fuck! Why should I be the one to try again? However, even if it's an unfavorable result I'd still rather have closure of some sort.
I'll just randomly show up in person sometime. I think.

I'd bet on girlfriend or depression coupled with the non-response thing. I know I've put off friends in the past for both these reasons, and I always feel like shit because I do. So it just makes it worse. I'd keep trying though, and dropping by unannounced would definitely get you the low-down on what's goin' on.

Also, I kinda think I worry too much about people. It's almost to the point where I almost can't deal with interacting with people or strangers anymore because I'm worried I'll offend them or look like a fool or whatever. Also, finals next week could make or break me. Literally.

And I'm homesick for Utah I guess more accurately I miss the people I love. It hasn't hit me this hard the whole time I've been here. Every now and again I'd sorta choke up but I've always been able to push past it, this time though it's been lingering for days...

I got 3 hours of sleep last night.... got into a fight with a coworker for being a hypocrite and also trying to jump in and steal the thunder from a big project I've been doing..... and now after working 9 hours I gotta go disassemble a trampoline and bring it home because my girlfriend doesn't realize the tricks of the trade people use on craigslist.....

"I took the listing down for you because your the only person whose responded, BUT I have two other people who said they are coming to pick it up tomorrow if you don't pick it up tonight."



The only saving grace for today is the fact that for the first time in a long long time I have a fat sack at home with my name all over it.....

waiting for the rest of the stuff to get done on the job i ALMOST have is driving me batty. there was a test for HR which got UPSed out this afternoon, and now i just have to wait while the bureaucracy does its thing. and i've never been good at waiting. Ativan, on the other hand, is VERY good at waiting. it's supposed to be settled by the end of the week.

I'm sick, so very sick. Everything hurts and I can't stop shaking. I hate flue season so very much. Last time I got the flu I had a fever of 107 degrees.

Christmas is fucking expensive.

ShaunNecro wrote:I'm sick, so very sick. Everything hurts and I can't stop shaking. I hate flue season so very much. Last time I got the flu I had a fever of 107 degrees.

Ugh, I don't currently feel your pain but I know that ache all too well.
Fluids and rest man, hope it passes quickly

It's December but it's still 80 degrees outside. I can't wait to move out of this state.

Came back from work today to find my flatmate had left the fucking iron on all day. I can deal with him leaving the lights on all the time, I don't like it but it's not worth fighting over, but the fucking iron? Is that motherfucker TRYING to burn the place down?

And then, when I texted him to let him know he's a fucktard (in much nicer words) he replies back with a fucking EXCUSE that he was running late. Um, dickhead, you running late is your own fucking fault and no excuse at all for leaving anything fucking on, especially not things that are really hot.

Bassist_Diver wrote:It's December but it's still 80 degrees outside. I can't wait to move out of this state.

whaaa? trade places?

I don't know if I'm depressed or what but I've been in my bed for almost 32 hours occasionally leaving my room for the bathroom/food. I only left my apartment once at 3 last night to walk to Walgreens for some soda, just as an excuse to get out.

Day 5 of the Great War that is potty training a toddler. I'm so tired of cleaning up piss.

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:

Bassist_Diver wrote:It's December but it's still 80 degrees outside. I can't wait to move out of this state.

whaaa? trade places?

I went to school in Oklahoma and Missouri and now I'm applying to PhD programs in the Carolinas, Virginia, Kentucky, and Colorado; I miss having seasons.

^yea actually i totally understand that man. seasons are nice. blistering upstate NY cold is not tho. fall & spring are my faves!

Dr. Sherman Sticks M.D. wrote:^yea actually i totally understand that man. seasons are nice. blistering upstate NY cold is not tho. fall & spring are my faves!

Trust me, Doc, you don't know pain until you've had to run an 10k in 105 degree heat with 90% humidity while your balls are stuck to the side of your leg.