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Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 2:30 am
by gunslinger_burrito
Sorry to hear man!
I hope it's just a bump in the road for you!
I just lost my girl a couple days back
It's finally sinking in when I thought I'd be alright
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 2:35 am
by IEatCats
Thanks. I hope so, too.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 2:46 am
by tuffteef
one of my best friends mum died today
i feel beyond helpless
im so shocked about it i talked to him on the phone today and i just dont know what to do to help ya know besides the obvious and extend that arm
i couldn't even talk to him i just didn't know what to say to be honest
she had a cancer she was only in her late 40s and died in her sleep and he didn't even get to say goodbye
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 3:27 am
by backwardsvoyager
$250 speeding fine out of fucking nowhere
for a speed camera in a 'roadwork zone' in the middle of the night when they halve the speed limit even though nobody is fucking working on anything
NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 12:28 pm
by Uncle Grandfather
Wrapped up all three Korg Volca Series for christmas presents for my nieces and nephew....didn't even get to play them first
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 12:35 pm
by Wes Mantooth
tuffteef wrote:one of my best friends mum died today
i feel beyond helpless
im so shocked about it i talked to him on the phone today and i just dont know what to do to help ya know besides the obvious and extend that arm
i couldn't even talk to him i just didn't know what to say to be honest
she had a cancer she was only in her late 40s and died in her sleep and he didn't even get to say goodbye
Damn, I had a friend whose dad died while we were still in high school. Sometimes theres not much you can do except be there
Hope your friend feels better eventually
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 4:21 pm
by coldbrightsunlight
Wes Mantooth wrote:tuffteef wrote:one of my best friends mum died today
i feel beyond helpless
im so shocked about it i talked to him on the phone today and i just dont know what to do to help ya know besides the obvious and extend that arm
i couldn't even talk to him i just didn't know what to say to be honest
she had a cancer she was only in her late 40s and died in her sleep and he didn't even get to say goodbye
Damn, I had a friend whose dad died while we were still in high school. Sometimes theres not much you can do except be there
Hope your friend feels better eventually
That's got to be hard on the guy.
My friend's mum died pretty young too, but I (like to) think us all just being there helped. There's nothing more you can do than be there for him and listen and offer sympathy. And there's nothing else anyone decent could expect you to do anyway.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 5:42 pm
by amnesiac305
Empathy is even better.....
Ithought this was cool.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Evwgu369Jw[/youtube]
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 7:37 pm
by fishtankdork
on going saga of woman breaking up with me continues. after not talking since friday when she axed me again, she called today and asked to have diner. she " really need to talk to you about things babe" and how she feels like we should slow down. well fuck i didnt even know she would call again. i thought that was it. well i have seen her like 5-6 times in the past 2 months because of this breakup-every-3-day thing shes gotten into. i really dont know what the fuck she means. im barley even a part of her life now and days. how can it get slower than this. ive been drinking myself stupid since halloween because of her and i dont get it. the only thing we fight and break up over is not being together. we literally never had an actual argument until she left me the first time. shes the one choosing to be away. i feel like my mind is being fucked in a billion ways. emtionaly this has been fucking me. with work/school/music/life. almost every aspect of my daily life has been affected. i wish i could just block her god damn number and walk away, but i fucking love her and continue to let her brain fuck me. fuck fuck fuck. and even tho i shouldnt im sure ill show up for diner and get sucked in again just to get dumped by friday yet again. rinse and repeat.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 8:21 pm
by DuoSonicII
fishtankdork wrote:on going saga of woman breaking up with me continues. after not talking since friday when she axed me again, she called today and asked to have diner. she " really need to talk to you about things babe" and how she feels like we should slow down. well fuck i didnt even know she would call again. i thought that was it. well i have seen her like 5-6 times in the past 2 months because of this breakup-every-3-day thing shes gotten into. i really dont know what the fuck she means. im barley even a part of her life now and days. how can it get slower than this. ive been drinking myself stupid since halloween because of her and i dont get it. the only thing we fight and break up over is not being together. we literally never had an actual argument until she left me the first time. shes the one choosing to be away. i feel like my mind is being fucked in a billion ways. emtionaly this has been fucking me. with work/school/music/life. almost every aspect of my daily life has been affected. i wish i could just block her god damn number and walk away, but i fucking love her and continue to let her brain fuck me. fuck fuck fuck. and even tho i shouldnt im sure ill show up for diner and get sucked in again just to get dumped by friday yet again. rinse and repeat.
To be honest, sounds like she's working on moving on and is just using you as a fallback position in case things fall through for her...and she'll continue to do it until she finds someone else, or gives up on it, as long as you let her. I'd strongly recommend starting an online dating account on OKCupid or something. You don't have to go on dates right away or anything. Just putting yourself out there and maybe trading e-mails with some girls will give you a different perspective on the situation. It may not be what you really want to do at the moment, but the old line about there being "plenty of fish in the sea" really is the truth, and if's she's got one foot out the door (which is what it sounds like), you should probably do the same.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 11:29 pm
by fishtankdork
DuoSonicII wrote:fishtankdork wrote:on going saga of woman breaking up with me continues. after not talking since friday when she axed me again, she called today and asked to have diner. she " really need to talk to you about things babe" and how she feels like we should slow down. well fuck i didnt even know she would call again. i thought that was it. well i have seen her like 5-6 times in the past 2 months because of this breakup-every-3-day thing shes gotten into. i really dont know what the fuck she means. im barley even a part of her life now and days. how can it get slower than this. ive been drinking myself stupid since halloween because of her and i dont get it. the only thing we fight and break up over is not being together. we literally never had an actual argument until she left me the first time. shes the one choosing to be away. i feel like my mind is being fucked in a billion ways. emtionaly this has been fucking me. with work/school/music/life. almost every aspect of my daily life has been affected. i wish i could just block her god damn number and walk away, but i fucking love her and continue to let her brain fuck me. fuck fuck fuck. and even tho i shouldnt im sure ill show up for diner and get sucked in again just to get dumped by friday yet again. rinse and repeat.
To be honest, sounds like she's working on moving on and is just using you as a fallback position in case things fall through for her...and she'll continue to do it until she finds someone else, or gives up on it, as long as you let her. I'd strongly recommend starting an online dating account on OKCupid or something. You don't have to go on dates right away or anything. Just putting yourself out there and maybe trading e-mails with some girls will give you a different perspective on the situation. It may not be what you really want to do at the moment, but the old line about there being "plenty of fish in the sea" really is the truth, and if's she's got one foot out the door (which is what it sounds like), you should probably do the same.
ugh. most horrible diner ever, as shes holding my hand, telling me how much she cares about me, and how she wants to remain a big part of my life as a friend. and that i have to prove myself to be with her again. wtf is that shit. duo-sonic 2 i think ur right. to the bar by myself again.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 11:31 pm
by futuresailors
yo, fuck that bitch.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 11:32 pm
by Achtane
futuresailors wrote:yo, fuck that bitch.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 11:35 pm
by dubkitty
Achtane wrote:futuresailors wrote:yo, fuck that bitch.
Re: The spite, hate, rage, apathy and mild irritation thread
Posted: Tue Dec 17, 2013 11:36 pm
by dubkitty
i'm in a right state, and i really don't understand why. i'm getting the break i prayed for, i'm going to get to leave Pocatello and go somewhere that's more like me, but all i can feel is depressed. today i started crying because they were playing christmas songs on the PA at the supermarket. these last days are really fucking lonely, just me and the cat for company and an occasional visit with my neighbor Bev where we talk idly and watch videos while her grandson goes hypomanic in the background. i'm having a hard time getting it together to get stuff packed even though i need/want to leave by Christmas Eve. i think i've been paralyzed so long that i can't get unstuck. but i'm going to have to do soon because otherwise i'll run out of time. i'm trying to do it a little at a time, but i'm incredibly weak from the last two months of sickness, depression, and staying in bed all day long. and i'm terrified of what comes next...i hope to god i can get on in an office environment after three fucking years out of work. the silver lining is that the people i'll be working with are weirdo musicians, so they should understand me to some extent. i'll be depending on that. so here i am, going across the country to stay with someone i only know from online again and trying to start a new life from someone's guest room. i'm fucking scared, scared that i'll crack somewhere during the process and just. break. down. and this may be the one time in my life where i have absolutely no leeway in that regard. i wish i could depend on myself to be, y'know, sane.