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I'm not sure it even happened still.

But I've also been totally
\high since then. Just bought a pipe because I didn't even have one before for a while.

4AM.
Drunk on OE800 mixed with Jello. Because I added too much water to the powder in a failed attempt at setting it quickly with ice cubes...so it's just Jello water.
Eating cinnamon toast with whipped cream. About to destroy some ramen noodles. There is nothing in the fridge. I'm not even in college.
Watching other people play games. On the Internet.
Gotta work tomorrow night.
Truly, this is living.

So my dealer just hooked me up with like an ounce of Super Lemon Haze for my birthday, for free. Also picked up some CO2 purged wax last night. Shit tastes so clean damn, I still haven't tested it in anything but small doses but it's been a very clear-headed high. Happiness and pain relief without the lazys or the stupids.

I've been drinking for ten hours at a cabin with a bunch of my colleagues, and I'm incredibly lonely. I want to call my ex and tell her I still love her. It's a terrible idea, but it possesses me so strongly I wouldn't be able to resist if there were more than ten square feet of cell service. This makes two weeks straight of drinking heavy every night

Achtane wrote:4AM.
Drunk on OE800 mixed with Jello. Because I added too much water to the powder in a failed attempt at setting it quickly with ice cubes...so it's just Jello water.
Eating cinnamon toast with whipped cream. About to destroy some ramen noodles. There is nothing in the fridge. I'm not even in college.
Watching other people play games. On the Internet.
Gotta work tomorrow night.
Truly, this is living.

What if there were some people who like were so clueless and naive that they thought gay people just rubbed their butts together, like outside their pants?

wfs1234 wrote:I've been drinking for ten hours at a cabin with a bunch of my colleagues, and I'm incredibly lonely. I want to call my ex and tell her I still love her. It's a terrible idea, but it possesses me so strongly I wouldn't be able to resist if there were more than ten square feet of cell service. This makes two weeks straight of drinking heavy every night

Don't do it.
And take it from me, stop drinking.
It goes nowhere good.
I did it for a year.
Turns out I didn't want to die that bad.

The hardest thing to do is keep your distance, but you need time to think about what the fuck you really want. If its still her, then great, call her. But don't do it because you're drinking (a depressant) and it isn't killing that pain where your chest was torn open in excruciating vivisection.
It only drags shit out longer.

Sorry man, but I've been there. I'd hate to see someone else derail their life.
It takes years to get those (in my case) months back. Years to undo the damage.

Good advice. If you still want her sober, call her!


On topic, I don't really have the right to post in this thread...haven't vaped in a bit. Not by choice (but by lack), but hey, time off always makes it sweeter and more appreciated later.

I did mushrooms for the first time tonight. I've felt really good this whole time and it's all been good fun, but I haven't really been on a trip? I think I am wanting to do something that will alter reality a little more or something. hallucinations and the such. I expected mushrooms to be more psychedelic but for me it's been just a stronger high than weed but with similiar characteristics.

ChetMagongalo wrote:I did mushrooms for the first time tonight. I've felt really good this whole time and it's all been good fun, but I haven't really been on a trip? I think I am wanting to do something that will alter reality a little more or something. hallucinations and the such. I expected mushrooms to be more psychedelic but for me it's been just a stronger high than weed but with similiar characteristics.

Well, the hallucination-thingy has been a little overhyped if you ask me. I've never had any crazy hallucinations on various psychedelics, just stuff looking weird/blurry/melty sometimes. People I've been with have had them though, so I think it might depend on type of person or something? If you want out of this world, DMT is probably your best bet.

Eivind August wrote:

ChetMagongalo wrote:I did mushrooms for the first time tonight. I've felt really good this whole time and it's all been good fun, but I haven't really been on a trip? I think I am wanting to do something that will alter reality a little more or something. hallucinations and the such. I expected mushrooms to be more psychedelic but for me it's been just a stronger high than weed but with similiar characteristics.

Well, the hallucination-thingy has been a little overhyped if you ask me. I've never had any crazy hallucinations on various psychedelics, just stuff looking weird/blurry/melty sometimes. People I've been with have had them though, so I think it might depend on type of person or something? If you want out of this world, DMT is probably your best bet.

Same here. I've never had hallucinations on acid or shrooms. Just a more fucked up version of what is already there. Back in the 80s I used to take a shit load of over the counter car sickness tablets with alcohol. That would create some fucked up hallucinations though. Not sure if you can get them. They were called Avil or something like that if I remember correctly. Also I have been told if you ingest nutmeg shells they will also make you get some hallucinations going. Don't know about that one though.

Ugh god, DO NOT TRY NUTMEG! It's pretty much a straight up poison and the effects are pretty fucking unpleasant. It's all barely being able to move and seeing shit from the corner of your eye type stuff. The range of what I find pleasurable is much larger than most, I might even be considered a bit of a masochist when it comes to drugs but nutmeg just plain sucked. Heard it can potentially be good at lower dosages when combined with weed but fuck me, I ain't touching that shit again.

Twangasaurus wrote:Ugh god, DO NOT TRY NUTMEG! It's pretty much a straight up poison and the effects are pretty fucking unpleasant. It's all barely being able to move and seeing shit from the corner of your eye type stuff. The range of what I find pleasurable is much larger than most, I might even be considered a bit of a masochist when it comes to drugs but nutmeg just plain sucked. Heard it can potentially be good at lower dosages when combined with weed but fuck me, I ain't touching that shit again.

Yeah I thought as much about the nutmeg. I haven't tried it myself, I just heard. I thought it was probably along the same line as trumpet lilies. The things we do for an altered state of reality is amazing sometimes. I get the best fucked up state of reality from weed, fasting and sleep deprivation these days. The missus and I tried to chase up some acid when we went to into Melbourne the other week. It is the only drug we both enjoy together. We have had the feelers out for a couple of years now but no joy. She hates smoking weed and there is no more good old powder speed anymore. Just that ice shit around now and we both draw the line to that garbage.

Yeah, acid is such a weirdly grass roots drug in Australia. Every music community is serviced by only one or two university drop out types that got their start just making it for friends and it suddenly became a business. They don't have the same connections or spread that bikie or mob types do selling weed, meth and heroin so it's such a "I know a guy who knows a guy" type situation. Really sucks if you move away from the scene for a bit and when shit goes dry it goes really dry.

Perth is even worse because the music scene is so entwined with the hippie contingent, especially in freo. There is even a guy who runs the occasional (very exclusive) ayahuasca session up in the hills. Guys sounds like a right wanker though.

ChetMagongalo wrote:I did mushrooms for the first time tonight. I've felt really good this whole time and it's all been good fun, but I haven't really been on a trip? I think I am wanting to do something that will alter reality a little more or something. hallucinations and the such. I expected mushrooms to be more psychedelic but for me it's been just a stronger high than weed but with similiar characteristics.

How much did you take? I never really got strong effects either, still pleasant though. Took three hits of acid before and that did it for me visual-wise. I find it is best to stop talking to people and isolate yourself. Listen to music you find pleasant and just lay down and drift.