UglyCasanova wrote:If you get hooked on that shit you might as well just start shooting heroin.
You know heroin was the only thing that ever really worked for me. I was never anxious or depressed when I was using that. Sad but true.
I'm glad you're just on teh weedzorz now
I managed to stay away from smack, but I stuffed my face with everything else I could get my hands on.
Thanks mate it was hard getting off it but I'm glad I did. Had the love and support of a good girlfriend who is soon to be my wife. Before she came along I was a total train wreck. She saved my life.
Fuck, I really don't know what to do. Doc prescribed me Mirtazapine but it makes me a walking fucking zombie. I took it at 7pm last night, was out cold by 8pm (not what I wanted to do) and even after 11 hours of sleep I feel exhausted and drained. I heard the side effects will eventually diminish but I feel like I'm going to lose my job. I'm always late (thankfully my boss is always more late) and I'm basically a telemarketer for business to business sales. How the fuck am I supposed to talk to people when I just want to die? This weekend was good but that was probably due to all of the Vicodin I took.
Twangasaurus wrote:Probably not what you want to hear but have you considered just letting your boss know?
Yeah I was about to have a break down so I decided to leave and have it in the car/at home. I'm drafting up an email explaining the situation. I doubt they keep me around but I've got other things to prioritize over that soul sucking place.
Doing homework for a class I am still on the waitlist for. And it's a basic as fuck 100-level writing class. Some freshman needs to drop it so I can graduate in December. This is the only class holding me back because my department kind of fucked me over when they updated their degree requirements. I don't want to be doing homework for nothing.
Wes Mantooth wrote:Fuck, I really don't know what to do. Doc prescribed me Mirtazapine but it makes me a walking fucking zombie. I took it at 7pm last night, was out cold by 8pm (not what I wanted to do) and even after 11 hours of sleep I feel exhausted and drained. I heard the side effects will eventually diminish but I feel like I'm going to lose my job. I'm always late (thankfully my boss is always more late) and I'm basically a telemarketer for business to business sales. How the fuck am I supposed to talk to people when I just want to die? This weekend was good but that was probably due to all of the Vicodin I took.
Yeah I have been on mirtazapine. It was shit. Switched to Effexor. It is a much better ssri. In the mid 90s I was on one called prothioden or some name like that. It sucked hard. Made me forget to do important things like look before crossing busy roads. Some days I would forget where I even was. Total brain cloud. They took it off the market after they discovered more people committed suicide on it that off it. It was crazy shit.
Every holiday I think to myself 'awesome, everyone will be busy with family and stuff which means I can just be alone and get stuff done.' And then my family calls.
D.o.S. wrote:You're like a walking Mad Men episode.
BitchPudding wrote:DO WHAT MUST BE DONE, LORD JFREY.
friendship wrote:one cool thing about living is that things get worse and worse and worse until you die
Twangasaurus wrote:Probably not what you want to hear but have you considered just letting your boss know?
Yeah I was about to have a break down so I decided to leave and have it in the car/at home. I'm drafting up an email explaining the situation. I doubt they keep me around but I've got other things to prioritize over that soul sucking place.
Dude if they sack you for that, that's fucking discrimination. Which is illegal here, I can't imagine why it would be allowed in America. Good luck anyway man, I hope your adjustment period doesn't drag out.
WWPD?
fcknoise wrote:You are all fucking tryhard effort posting nerds
Invisible Man wrote:
I'm probably the most humble person I know. I feel good about smelling my own butthole.
Jesus Was a Robot wrote:Did you just assume Billy Corgan's dildo preference??
I'm at a work function for my wife's company. I look pretty dapper, for me, but I can't drink as I got designated driver duties.
To make matters worse, there's a corporate covers band full of on duty blooz lawyerz. Seriously, one of these cunts even has a dusk tiger. It's disgusting. One of the backup chicks is totally bangable though.
WWPD?
fcknoise wrote:You are all fucking tryhard effort posting nerds
Invisible Man wrote:
I'm probably the most humble person I know. I feel good about smelling my own butthole.
Jesus Was a Robot wrote:Did you just assume Billy Corgan's dildo preference??