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jfrey wrote:

gunslinger_burrito wrote:I wish I could get away with less sleep......

Dude, it's sort of like not having any work to do. Good for the first hour or so, and then so god damn boring for the rest of the time.

Yeah, it's kind of nice to have a bunch of shit to do. I always romanticize that I'll use whatever chunk of free time I have to make a bunch of music and then sometimes it's like pulling teeth to even pick up my guitar
I usually get a ton of art done on my days off, but these two days I've been really busy with life stuff.

GAHH. I'm getting my ribs tattooed in like an hour, and I'm seeing that girl later on.... my guts are all kinds of nervous-like. Wanna get that pain out of the way!

I HATE waiting for shit I want to get out of the way. Anxious.

Flu sucks.

D.o.S. wrote:Flu sucks.

At least it's not Ebola?

Sick all day with some kind of stomach bug. I hate throwing up.

I am so fucking over purposefully trying to take care of things and having them break anyway.

back up over 200 pounds again. eating my way through boring, miserable work days.

The last two times I've spent time with my dad he's had to take business calls, which I understand he is starting a new company and has alot of work right now, but you might as well just say: "some other time" if you know half way through or for the entire time you're going to be with me it's on the phone.

I have been getting very mixed messages from a girl I've been going out with. We haven't really talked at all since I stayed the night at her place on Friday night/Saturday morning.

Part of me knows I'm just being paranoid since I like her a lot and want to make it official. But the other part of me knows that something is up. Maybe I kept too much distance to not come on too strong for once or maybe she's just not into me.

Fuck, I hate being anxious and dating.

greyscales wrote:Fuck, I hate being anxious and dating.

Dude. This is part of the reason my single streaks are so long. I get reeeeeeal anxious with girls, especially in the first few weeks or so of seeing them. It's the only time in my life that I seriously thought something was wrong with me mentally.

Some of this might sound cliche, but it seems to be helping me this time around:

Be honest about yourself. I'm an extremely affectionate dater and it tends to chase girls off, so with the girl I just started seeing, I was sure to tell her that ASAP. This might be obvious but down the line you don't want to realize that you haven't been acting like yourself just to keep the girl. I made that mistake for a fucking YEAR with an old girlfriend.

Let her do her own thing. Something might be up, something might not. Don't make the mistake of thinking that when she's moody or quiet or needs space that it's something about you, because it might not be. She could have some personal shit happening, or she could just be busy.

Dating sucks. I hate it. I'm even good at it and I still hate it.

jfrey wrote:Dating sucks. I hate it. I'm even good at it and I still hate it.

I've abandoned it all together for the time being. I don't have the time or mental capacity to take care of myself and worry about keeping someone interested in me. I've got plenty of good qualities and a lot of stuff that would keep most people away. Girls generally aren't looking for dudes who smoke as much weed as I do, have mental issues, have satanic posters/decorations around the house (even though none of us are actually satanic, the devil and skeletons are just cool), and have three cats.

I'm finding peace in solitude (relationship-wise, I still have a good friend group) and I'm only looking to date if it eases my stress and improves my general outlook. If it just leads to me over-analyzing my behavior, it's just unhealthy for me. I'm actually just a 23 year-old cat lady at heart.

I'd date you guys.