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KaosCill8r wrote:

Twangasaurus wrote:Start feeding your lady pudding and make yourself a steak sandwich?

Yeah of course. She has a chubby lesbian friend who likes her and wants to play. I keep telling her to go for it. As long as I can sit by the bed with my bong, mix, a beer or two and watch. That would be awesome. Would probably even knock the top off it too
Sadly she's not keen on the idea

Jesus. That is sad and def belongs in this thread.

You should send the hot, chubby queer friend to Wisconsin...

17 days until my show. 17 days and I feel horrible. I'm drained physically, spiritually and emotionally. This last month has took a bad toll on me. My mind is so fucked I can barely keep shit straight anymore. It's all my doing but I'm pretty sure this is the ONLY show I'll be doing like ever. If I do it again, I will be competing once I hit 35 so I can go into what's called Masters. It's for 35 and older. That way I have 2 years to build muscle and be happy and I can do it different so as not to kill myself like I have this time. It's totally not worth it. But I've invested so much at this point, there's no turning back. Win, lose, it doesn't matter. I'm doing it and giving it my all. Then back to business as usual. Thank GOD. I'm so tired of this shit. Plus my kids seriously need to be in school. Fuck.

I'm bitching, but it's only because I'm exhausted.

jwar wrote:17 days until my show. 17 days and I feel horrible. I'm drained physically, spiritually and emotionally. This last month has took a bad toll on me. My mind is so fucked I can barely keep shit straight anymore. It's all my doing but I'm pretty sure this is the ONLY show I'll be doing like ever. If I do it again, I will be competing once I hit 35 so I can go into what's called Masters. It's for 35 and older. That way I have 2 years to build muscle and be happy and I can do it different so as not to kill myself like I have this time. It's totally not worth it. But I've invested so much at this point, there's no turning back. Win, lose, it doesn't matter. I'm doing it and giving it my all. Then back to business as usual. Thank GOD. I'm so tired of this shit. Plus my kids seriously need to be in school. Fuck.

I'm bitching, but it's only because I'm exhausted.

Where are you competing? Someone in our office is training as well and he is also 17 days away from the show, wonder if you guys are in the same show?

untilshewokeme wrote:

jwar wrote:17 days until my show. 17 days and I feel horrible. I'm drained physically, spiritually and emotionally. This last month has took a bad toll on me. My mind is so fucked I can barely keep shit straight anymore. It's all my doing but I'm pretty sure this is the ONLY show I'll be doing like ever. If I do it again, I will be competing once I hit 35 so I can go into what's called Masters. It's for 35 and older. That way I have 2 years to build muscle and be happy and I can do it different so as not to kill myself like I have this time. It's totally not worth it. But I've invested so much at this point, there's no turning back. Win, lose, it doesn't matter. I'm doing it and giving it my all. Then back to business as usual. Thank GOD. I'm so tired of this shit. Plus my kids seriously need to be in school. Fuck.

I'm bitching, but it's only because I'm exhausted.

Where are you competing? Someone in our office is training as well and he is also 17 days away from the show, wonder if you guys are in the same show?

Oklahoma City on August 22nd. It's an NPC show. Can't do natural since I have to take test to be a normal human. Fucking stupid rules. It's totally not fair at all.

jwar wrote:

untilshewokeme wrote:

jwar wrote:17 days until my show. 17 days and I feel horrible. I'm drained physically, spiritually and emotionally. This last month has took a bad toll on me. My mind is so fucked I can barely keep shit straight anymore. It's all my doing but I'm pretty sure this is the ONLY show I'll be doing like ever. If I do it again, I will be competing once I hit 35 so I can go into what's called Masters. It's for 35 and older. That way I have 2 years to build muscle and be happy and I can do it different so as not to kill myself like I have this time. It's totally not worth it. But I've invested so much at this point, there's no turning back. Win, lose, it doesn't matter. I'm doing it and giving it my all. Then back to business as usual. Thank GOD. I'm so tired of this shit. Plus my kids seriously need to be in school. Fuck.

I'm bitching, but it's only because I'm exhausted.

Where are you competing? Someone in our office is training as well and he is also 17 days away from the show, wonder if you guys are in the same show?

Oklahoma City on August 22nd. It's an NPC show. Can't do natural since I have to take test to be a normal human. Fucking stupid rules. It's totally not fair at all.

Gotcha. He is a natural competitive dude. I'll have to ask him where his show is.

Bought the books needed for this semester at uni. $450. BOO.

I'm switching between my PCP to a psychiatrist, but I've run out of what I was taking. I feel like I'm last place every day for the entire week, and I've just never been this drowsy in my entire life.

UglyCasanova wrote:Bought the books needed for this semester at uni. $450. BOO.

That's one less Seppuku pedal for you!!!!!

jwar wrote:

UglyCasanova wrote:Bought the books needed for this semester at uni. $450. BOO.

That's one less Seppuku pedal for you!!!!!

Hihiiiiii! You fucker.

Scholarship is $5.000 though. Plenty of Seppukus.

Strange Tales: That blows, man. I hope you can find something that works for you. If demos make you feel better, please make more. I love watching those.

Strange Tales wrote:I'm switching between my PCP to a psychiatrist, but I've run out of what I was taking. I feel like I'm last place every day for the entire week, and I've just never been this drowsy in my entire life.

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PCP meaning something different than rip your clothes off and super strength, I assume.

UglyCasanova wrote:Strange Tales: That blows, man. I hope you can find something that works for you. If demos make you feel better, please make more. I love watching those.

I'll try again tonight, see what happens

D.o.S. wrote:

Strange Tales wrote:I'm switching between my PCP to a psychiatrist, but I've run out of what I was taking. I feel like I'm last place every day for the entire week, and I've just never been this drowsy in my entire life.

'
PCP meaning something different than rip your clothes off and super strength, I assume.

Primary Care Physician. Alternatively, the substance of choice for listening to Body Count's "Talk Shit, Get Shot".

D.o.S. wrote:

Strange Tales wrote:I'm switching between my PCP to a psychiatrist, but I've run out of what I was taking. I feel like I'm last place every day for the entire week, and I've just never been this drowsy in my entire life.

'
PCP meaning something different than rip your clothes off and super strength, I assume.

I had too google it too. Going from angel dust to laying in a couch seemed like too big of a change.

It's the end of the day, and I have to take off my tie... :c

I like being a fancy-pants...

When you had a great take but the bass was out of tune

been working on a video for the last 5 hours and the fucking program saved it all fucked up i WANT TO SMASH MY LAPTOP