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$harkToootth wrote:I know a couple people here talk to him "offline".

I like that offline is "offline", as if it's some kind of simulacrum and that Baudrillard was right. Nice.
My favourite amp died. That fear of knowing it could be anything from a $15 to a $300 fix is pretty uncool, also been pretty atrabilious of late, especially with people who actually care about me so I've gone full recluse. Nailed old bedsheets over the windows to stop any sunlight getting in, turned the phone off, I'm living in the dark maaaaan, I'm living in the grid but they don't know it maaaaaaan, I'm making very obviously regrettable choices and doing the bare minimum to avoid them maaaaaaaaaan.

^^^Not that I'm trying to encourage that behavior but, we would probably be best friends in the real world (in the simulacrum ). I've been where you are before and I'll probably be there again in this life, and any parallel lives.

I actually thought of you yesterday as I was walking with my Grandfather. I thought, "Gee...I wonder if Olin listens to Thomas Köner and SleepResearch_Facility? Although I think we talked about it before...

EDIT but not EDIT: I just saw one of your favorite books is 'The Melancholy of Resistance' so I'm going to wager there is 'no way' you "don't" listen to the aforementioned artists.

I live like that all year round, with varying degrees of dysphoria.

Selling gear hurts.

$harkToootth wrote:I actually thought of you yesterday as I was walking with my Grandfather. I thought, "Gee...I wonder if Olin listens to Thomas Köner and SleepResearch_Facility? Although I think we talked about it before...

i listen to Thomas Köner! do you know the Experimental Audio Research record that Sonic Boom from Spacemen 3 did with Köner?

I just sent out 2 job applications dated June 8th.

actualidiot wrote:I just sent out 2 job applications dated June 8th.

that's classic as hell man. I sent in a resume and cover letter for an engineering position with GE and then realized I sent the wrong cover letter for a plastics engineering position I had also applied for.. oops. I didn't get either.

To make matters worse, I had to resend one of them, cause I'd put the wrong name in the header.
Don't jobhunt while benzo. Gonna do the rest tomorrow.

The ol' Ativan Application™

How much cred do I lose for posting this song? Takes me back to being 15 every time.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dVPeMQBdkKg[/youtube]

actualidiot wrote:Don't xxxxxxxxx while benzo. Gonna do the rest tomorrow.

Unless xxxxxxxxx is: watch Seven Samurai and try to cry.

I'd also be crying if I lived in the USSR with no colour tv.

finished my bands ep today. and i all want to do is cry.

actualidiot wrote:I'd also be crying if I lived in the USSR with no colour tv.

uwot

oi u wanna scuffle mate innit